This post may be a little raw but I need to get this stuff off my chest. I am sooo mad right now. SO MAD! And hurt and upset and disappointed and deflated and miserable but still mad and a little bit more heartbroken....
Tuesday, 18 June 2013
Sunday, 16 June 2013
Thursday, 13 June 2013
Tuesday, 11 June 2013
I am so glad to say, I have joined in with the mug swap again this year with the ever lovely Hannah from Cupcake Mumma. I did my first ever swap with Hannah last year which was the start of a wonderful friendship and a love of swaps for me. You can read about that swap here. Being that I love buying gifts for people and being hosted by my lovely friend, how could I resist?!
Saturday, 8 June 2013
Today the penny dropped. After being caught up in taking care of everyone and making sure they are all ok, the reality of our situation has hit home. HARD. It is amazing how engrossed you can be in something and not fully realise what is actually happening. I am seeing things painfully clearly now.
Friday, 7 June 2013
Here I sit at the head of the table. All I can hear is the clock ticking, the dog gently snoring and the occasional rustle of the Haribo bag. The babies are asleep, curled up in their little beds. Big is sleeping over at his friends house. My husband....? He's gone
Wednesday, 5 June 2013
Ok HELP!! How do I stop getting so many spam comments on my posts? Does anyone know? Is this an android thing or a real person doing it? Do we have a setting somewhere on blogger that stops the false meats getting through? Any help gratefully recieved! :o) xx
Tuesday, 4 June 2013
Saturday, 1 June 2013
That's how I feel.
Broken and exhausted.
Sleep has turned into an unsatisfying passing of time.
The world has lost it's shine.
The sun is not as bright as it used to be
All the colours have faded
The world weighs heavily on my shoulders
My knees are starting to buckle.
Not much longer
I can't do this for much longer
Wednesday, 29 May 2013
I know it's been a few days since I last checked in but things have been crazy at work. I have been running the deli counter (which I know very little about) and also overseeing the shop. It's hard work for a newbie like me! I am soooo glad I only have another week of it to go before I can return to my normal duties. Pheeeeuuuuwwww!!